The beginning and the past.

A friend that is moving to Texas inspired me to start this blog. She created one to share her beliefs and to keep in touch with people from her hometown.
I have started mine with the intention of doing some of the same, but also logging my way through my life.

So here is some background. The reason I call my blog "fighting thru uncertainty" is because of the earlier years of my life. I went thru many family issues that left me with the only certainty that I have had so far. That I will be uncertain and scared of failure for the foreseeable future.

But I will fight. I have survived, and my goal is to fly in freedom with confidence. To be certain. I will be putting up all my fears and uncertainties upon this blog. I will also be putting up how I have overcome them. I will overcome, because there has been nothing in my life so far that I haven't been able to get through.

My immediate goals are to maintain a GPA of 3.6 while working fulltime, get my drivers license (strike one, 2 to go) and to get my hunting license(and to obviously shoot my first buck).

I am scared that I will not be able to keep up that high of a GPA. I'm afraid that homework in college will be too hard, that I won't get enough tutoring, that it will stress me out too much.  I'm afraid of failing in my goal.

I'm scared that my new fulltime job won't provide me with enough money and that I will have to get a weekend one as well.

I am scared that I will fail my drivers test again. That I will fail all three times and then have to pay to take the test.

I am afraid that I  will miss that perfect shot on my buck, or that I will freeze and not be able to take any sort of shot and embarrass myself in front of my peers.

These are my fears,and I will overcome them. I will survive. I always have, and this time won't be different.